Aug. 2nd, 2011 03:54 pm
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Oh, fuck it! I found these on tumblr, dunno where they're from, dunno when they were taken, and don't even know who to credit (And worship), but sure enough I needed them on my journals! (btw, see, I'm finally posting on DW and only cross posting on lj. I'm proud of myself! Sorry, no cut. Years worth of fanfiction don't want a cut, deal with it.
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No matter how many times I'll listen to this song, I'll never stop thinking that it's perfect for Remus and Sirius (and it will never, ever, stop to be depressing)

Goodbye my lover by James Blunt

You touched my heart you touched my soul.
You changed my life and all my goals.
And love is blind and that I knew when,
My heart was blinded by you.
I've kissed your lips and held your hand.
Shared your dreams and shared your bed.
I know you well, I know your smell.
I've been addicted to you.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

I've seen you cry, I've seen you smile.
I've watched you sleeping for a while.
I'd be the father of your child.
I'd spend a lifetime with you.
I know your fears and you know mine.
We've had our doubts but now we're fine,
And I love you, I swear that's true.
I cannot live without you.

And I still hold your hand in mine.
In mine when I'm asleep.
And I will bare my soul in time,
When I'm kneeling at your feet.
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

I'm so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow.
I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow.

I mean, Remus knows Sirius perfectly and they've shared everything. They grew up togheter, changed their lives. Damn, probably Remus found out how to really hate because of Sirius, thinking that he betrayed and killed their best friends! But then they were back togheter, with their doubts, with an almost-too-heavy past...and there were new fears, and tears, and a scarred Sirius, and a slightly less scarred Remus. And yet there they were, togheter. (and yep, Remus would be the father of his child, because Sirius is the only father Harry has left, so... :P)

And I can't get this image out of my mind, of Remus alone in bed, with Sirius gone, lost behind that damn veil, holding a hand that's no longer there, remembering the feeling of Sirius's rough fingers right against his..I can't erase this image of Remus crying silent tears, mourning for a lover and a friend, for everything both good and bad that he ever knew, for the last bound with his past. And he'll continue fighting, he'll keep going on, protecting people, but he's hollow, he feels like something is really missing, a milion time worse than when he thought Sirius had betrayed them, because even then he didn't totally lose hope, even back then, when Sirius was in Azkaban, he knew deep down that things weren't like that, that his lover and best friend, the man that changed his life, wasn't really gone. That Sirius was still there and that if there was a truth to be found Remus knew he would do it one day. But not now, Now Sirius is gone for good and all Remus has are an hollow chest and a hand that's no longer there.

Now you can see why this song breaks my heart every time XD
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and today lj doesn't work AGAIN.
It was ok a few hours ago, it was ok yesterday and now it won't load. I'm starting to think I'm really done with them. My paid account will expire soon and I don't think I'll pay for it again, I'm really tired of giving money to someone who doesn't give me what he should.
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The day after Easter I went with my girlfriend, [livejournal.com profile] raffie79, and Fra to take a walk near the beach. Here are a few pics I like. ( I took around 50 photos, these are the only ones I like XD)


Not under the cut because it's really rare a pic in which both Raffie and I are decent. I love this one! ♥

flowers, sea and other natural things )

To come soon: pictures of London and of the mini-road trip I took with my parents in the past days ;)
chainer_morgana: (Spencer Smith - PATD)
The Panic! show in London was AMAZING, they were even better than I expected (ok,I try to go to see a band for the first time with low expectations, but they were so good, so much more than I expected *__*). Brendon is just perfect, a great frontman, with so much energy...Ian is born to be on stage and both he and Dallon fit so good with the band I see not a good reason in the whole universe not to make them official. Oh, and Spencer is gorgeous beating the hell off his drums.

It felt strange to hear "Camisado" without Ryan on stage, is the only song I still think shouldn't be played live, but, I know it's probably bad to say this and someone will probably insult me (not that I care..), I didn't miss Ryan or Jon. Yeah, sure, I loved, still love, them as anyone else, I know it was their band and that they were the band, but really, Ian and Dallon managed to fill so good such an hard place that I couldn't miss them. There was so much energy and chemistry on that stage that nothing could ruin it, not even the idea that it wasn't the original band.

And I'm so happy Dallon and Ian were at the M&G! They deserve to be there so much ♥

Did I say that I totally fell for Ian? I swear, he's one of the cutest, most handsome and talented guys I had the luck to see on stage. I mean, you all know I have a soft spot for Spencer, that I think Dallon is hot as hell and I can't look at Brendon without thinking how cute he is, and I knew Ian for a few years now, but when I saw him at the M&G I couldn't take my eyes off him. He's just..magnetic.

Ok, I probably have a lot more things to tell, but right now I can't really think of them, I just want to go back, I want another show and I can't wait for August and to meet them again *.*. I'm so happy and satisfied you have no idea *.*. I loved the MCR show a few months ago, I was waiting for it for YEARS and I was sure nothing could easily top that, but I think P!ATD did, all four of them on that stage...I wasn't so excited for a show for years now *_* Not even the people on stage, not even the setlist..just the show, the energy they put in it and into us.

On a side note: I think the best part of Panic! is Zack. Really, I want him to be the father of my kids or something, lol.

And now...some pics. I took more than 100 pics, some were blurry, some I just didn't like...these are the ones I decided were worth the upload ;) enjoy (don't steal and let me know if you want to repost them somewhere, thank you)

photos photos photos )

I think I'm done for now, tomorrow I'll re-watch the photos and I'll decide if there are more worth of posting, maybe I'll find some more decent shots of Dallon or Spencer *pouts*
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Title Hide Your Eyes, We’re Gonna Shine Tonight
Author [personal profile] chainer_morgana
Beta thanks to [livejournal.com profile] katiexrawr who dealt whit all my mistakes and to [personal profile] raffie who always supports me and gives me advices

Pairing Frank/Mikey/Gerard
Rating NC17
Warnings Rough sex, kink, incest, slightly bdsm, facials, threesome.
Words 1400 more or less

Summary Gerard deliberately teased, Frank and Mikey noticed it.

Disclaimer They’re not mine, I know nothing about them and yet I’m pretty sure that never happened. (That Gerard is a teaser is the truth, instead :P)
Notes Inspired by the NME photo shoot video (here) in which Gerard is…a teaser ;)
Title from Party Poison, because I’m original like that and the CD booklet is too near me when I search for a title :P

Hide Your Eyes, We’re Gonna Shine Tonight )
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If you pass by, read my journal and feel really bored I think you should join

[community profile] camelotfans

Just saying O:)
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Title Engage the Energy
Author [personal profile] chainer_morgana
Beta the wonderful [livejournal.com profile] katiexrawr, thank you very much for helping me with that! (and blame me for any mistake you can still find ;))
Pairing Mikey/Frank
Rating NC17
Warning Bondage, toys, BDSM, breath play, orgasm denial.
Words 849 (Word says :P)
Note That’s a text message(s) fic. I know, you’re probably thinking “what?”. But it was around 3am, I was bored, my girlfriend, [personal profile] raffie, was working and I was blocked in bed post-surgery, so I took my phone and started texting her. At the end we had 21 text messages and this fic. I copied and adjusted it a little, but I decided to keep the short sentences and paragraphs.
Oh, it’s also one of my first English fic, so be gentle ;)
Ah, and title probably doesn’t fit, but I was listening to Planetary, Gee sang this sentence and it became my title XD

Dedicate to [personal profile] raffie, my sweet, sick, kinky, perv, girlfriend ;) I couldn't plot such things without you, my love.

Engage the Energy )
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Since I'm so bored have a little picspam...the most random picspam EVER, lol. They're just pics I saved or moved in the past days and I randomly

uploaded...no captions, no comments..just a plain, longish, messy, random picspam.

Almost 200 pics, so not dial up friendly ;) Almost-Worksafe (slash hints and a few male chestes and a lesbian kiss). No Copyright infringement intended, please let me know if some of these pics are yours, I'd love to credit but I used totally random photos from my folders, so ;)

kittens, puppies and random cuteness )

Old PATD, new P!ATD, The Young Veins )

My Chemical Romance )

Random FBR -FOB,Cobra,TAI,The Cab )

Men from tv series )

Even more random - landscapes, food, whatever )
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I was watching Cobracam.tv and suddenly look what I saw:


Look behind Gabe. It's Panic and yes, it's not the pic, Ryan and Jon are actually deleted. Now, it could be because of the red write behind their heads, something they couldn't show, they often blur things or...not at all.


Jun. 23rd, 2009 08:11 pm
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Entertain me?

I just came back from the doc and I could really use some cheering up...
chainer_morgana: (Singer - The Cab)
Probably a girl alone at a bar, sipping on her ice tea, even at 5 in the afternoon, means she's desperately searching for male company so, while I was trying not to dehydrate myself a guy started to hit on me. Cute guy, ok, almost handsome, I'm not blind, but he obviously wasn't more than 16, obviously jailbait (and I'm not Pete Wentz). After refusing him a few times he kept with his nice words and all and I made clear I was too old for him and not interested at all. That didn't seem a good reason enough to him and he kept trying and talk me into going on a date with him tonight while I kept telling 'not happening, sorry'. Things kept going and I even chatted with him for a while 'coz well he was cute and maybe he remembered me of Marshall *blushes* and easy going and he even liked FOB and knew who PATD are even if he said he hates MCR and then, suddenly, he blushed and excused himself telling me that his sister was there and he had to go. I looked up and...his sister was an old friend of mine! We went to school togheter a lifetime (or two) ago! I looked at the guy and it seems I paled while I sputtered 'You..you're A.? I remember when your mother was pregnant with you! I saw her change your diapers! You can't be hittig on me!'. I never saw someone blush so hard before, poor thing, but I really couldn't help it, I was dying there! His sister was pratically on the floor laughing.
LOL honestly, when we went over the embarassment we couldn't stop laughing either.

Just...am I really so old that babies who drooled over me when theeting are now old enough to hit on girls? Or should I feel smug that a teen hit on me?

Yep, that's what I got after five days of the worst flu EVER and for going out instead of studing for an exam I won't think I'll pass. Go me!
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Titolo Scherzi
Pairing Brian/Bob/Frank [Si, è una pwp threesome ;)]
Rating NC17
Warnings Power play, threesome, orgasm control
Summary So di aver esagerato e mi sento anche un po' in colpa, non mi piace quando Mikey viene tirato in mezzo, ma la sola espressione sulla loro faccia mi fa sentire fiero di me stesso. Quello e la voglia di vederli incazzare mi tirano fuori il sorrisino irritante che so di aver stampato in faccia in questo momento
Parole 4.858
Beta [personal profile] babyara, grazie mille tesoro per averla letta, betata e conservata e poi per avermela rispedita minacciandomi ;)
Note Questa fic è stata scritta il 10 agosto 2008, quindi quasi un anno fa, e per tutto il tempo è rimasta sola e abbandonata nel mio hard disk, quasi totalmente dimentica. Non mi piace particolarmente il risultato, soprattutto non leggendola un anno dopo, ma Baby e Raf mi hanno convinto fosse ora di toglierla dalla gabbia del mio computer e quindi...

So di aver esagerato e mi sento anche un po' in colpa, non mi piace quando Mikey viene tirato in mezzo, ma la sola espressione sulla loro faccia mi fa sentire fiero di me stesso. Quello e la voglia di vederli incazzare mi tirano fuori il sorrisino irritante che so di aver stampato in faccia in questo momento )
chainer_morgana: (Singer - The Cab)

I liiiiiike him!! a lot! *drools*

Still...I'll miss Ian :(
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Quick post, longer one will come soon (as soon as the other two girls and I will have time to sit down and write a proper report)

.::. Cobra Starship. Yeah, that's just their name and I think that alone should be enough to express how amazing and great and perfect they are. If there's been a show in my life worth a flight, 16 hours of sleep in 5 days, a fever, and hours and hours traveling that's it. The show...well, it's probably the second best show of all my life (and just because the best show ever will always be 30STM @ Brixton Academy ;)). Really short set but so much energy *___*. Gabe is a god, can't deny it and Ryland...Ryland is simply perfect, he should live on that stage, never come down, 'coz to keep the stage for ten minutes, totally alone, just talking? that means be a real showman. So so good!
To meet them was nothing less. Alex is too sweet to be true, lol. He dealed with my english and it's not something easy to do ;) he talked to us and took pics and was generally amazing, Vicky is simply gorgeous. Don't ask me about her, I don't remember, all I remember is I was pratically drooling. Litterary. Nate...Wow...who said he's a cute puppy? he's all but a cute puppy! He's sexy, he's manly and he's tall! LOL. And Ryland is hot. I liked Ryland before, you can't not love Ryland, but let's be honest, physically he isn't exactly hot stuff...well, by person he is!
No, I'm not forgetting Gabe, don't worry ;) That's a story for another post, one that will tell a lot of details with tons of squee, but he's the same I thought he was and at the same time a lot cuter. First night I hated him, really hated him, it was like being in front of Jared Leto with the only difference he's not Jared Leto so I forgive him even less...but the second night, with no groupies and fangirls around and a lot more sober he was a totally different person, gentle and sweet. He talked to us in three different languages, he laughed with us, signed stuff, took pics and kissed us. I really really loved him, more than I though I would have.
Ok, that's all about the show for now, I promise I'll pressure the others (and myself) so we'll have the report ready ASAP...there are a lot of things you really need to know, trust me.

.::. Aww, Baby!Way is born!! :D:D:D:D Yep, I'm a looser enough to be so happy 'coz a musician had his first baby ;) but she's *GERARD WAY*'s first daughter! Now the only question is: does he really hate her? 'coz I'm sure that to name a *girl* 'Bandit Lee' you have to really hate her. It doesn't matter if she's Gerard child, she's not gonna survive school with that name.
Is it bad to say that I want pics? No, better, I want pics of uncle Mikey holding her, then I can die happy *__*

.::. I'm not so much into Kill Hannah lately, but to hear that Jonny is leaving...that hurts! lol. I can't say I didn't expect it, 'coz I know he was going to leave from the moment he decided not to come to Europe, but to see it 'officially' it's a lot worse. Almost as terrible as [profile] lilithlotr's video. It made me cry so hard, litterary. To see that farewell on stage, the hug he gave Dan, the way he pointed to Tom like to say 'it's him now, it's no longer me with KH'....yes, I cried, maybe I'm a little too emo these days, but I'm sure it was impossible not to.
BTW, I'm really glad he's happy with his life and project, and that he's ok with the others guys :)

.::. The Cab...WTF???? I really didn't expect for Ian to leave the band, not at all. I mean, he always looked like the one who fitted less, the outcast (and even if it's bad to tell...a lot more good than the cab music), but I didn't expect for him to leave like that anyway. I like him and I'll keep liking him whatever he'll do. What I didn't like too much has been his myspace post. Singer and Cash were nothing but really sweet with him, with the posts they made to announce he's leaving, Ian, instead, didn't spend a good word on his former bandmates and he even underlined that things aren't exactly like Alex said, that he doesn't have a problem with radio music but just with their music. I guess he didn't write it in a bad way but I didn't like it anyway. Hope they're still friends and ok with each other though ;)
chainer_morgana: (Gabilliam - FBR)
My mum can't stand my music, she listens to my playlist for about ten minutes and then begs me to 'put on something that's actually *music* and not noises, please!'. [Oh, I have to specify that my mum sings, right now as semi-professional, in a choir. Classic music. They even have a CD out, lol]
I tried with 30STM for years, even her best friend loves 30STM, with no success, I tried with MCR and I won't repeat what she told about them but I promise Bob would have cried hearing ;), Panic are another no, the answer to Cobra has been 'one more minute of that and I'll cut off my ears', she tollerates FOB for a few more minutes but I guess it's out of love for Patrick, she thinks he's ugly but cute and with a pretty voice. The list goes on and on. I listen to a band, I propose it to her, she destroys it.

Half an hour ago she asked me to upload some songs on her mp3 player, I obviously started with things I know she likes, Bob Dylan, Simon and Garfunkel, Beatles, some italian music..then I decided to put on some John Barrowman, she likes him, a lot (well, I guess it's impossible not to love him ;)) and while I was throwing a little Butch Walker in the mix, just to see what she'll tell me when she'll hear, she come here and almost shyly asked me if I could upload 'something from the cute guy...yeah, you know, the one who sings alone in the street, the hot stuff'. I watched her like she was an alien...'Who???' 'yeah, the one you showed me, the only one who can actually sing! You don't listen to him a lot but he's the only one to be good'...I thought...and thought...and then realized 'Mom, are you talking about William Beckett? About him? *points to the half-naked pic*' 'Yeah, yeah, this one! He's good and hot! The guys you like are never hot, but this one...I'd take this one home, can I have one?' *headdesk*

So, ladies and gentleman, my mum officially likes William Beckett and it seems she has a crush on him...my mum! it's my mum, she can't drool over one of my pretty boys! LOL.

Oh, she also said it's a total waste to slash him with Gabe, she said he's a lot hotter than Gabe. I told her that usually in fics Will has pratically everyone, our beloved slutty William. She replied that she can see why, that everyone should have a chance to fuck that pretty boy. My mum!!!! LOOL.
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Titolo Just me

Pairing Brian/Mikey (MCR)

Rating R per i temi, niente sesso.

Summary “Credo che tra noi sia finita” la voce uscì sicura, più ferma di quanto immaginasse. Mikey lo fissò ancora un momento prima di spostare lo sguardo.

Word count 1607

Disclaimer Nulla di tutto ciò è accaduto. Non so nulla delle cause che hanno portato Brian e i MCR a prendere strade diverse e nessuna delle cause di cui parlo qui, che hanno portato il cambiamento di Mikey (da adorabile piccolo Mikey da coccolare a vampiro sexy da farsi contro un muro) è vera. è tutta finzione, dalla prima all'ultima parola ;)

Note L'altra notte soffrivo d'insonnia e il mio morale era sotto le scarpe. Accanto a me c'era un blocknotes bianco: questo è il risultato.
Non c'è happy ending e probabilmente non ce ne sarà mai uno, non penso possa esserci. E' un pezzo triste e scritto per esserlo. Non è neppure stato betato, non mi andava di chiedere a qualcuno di farlo, ma l'ho rivisto copiandolo e se ci sono errori di cui non mi sono accorta sono certa potrete perdonarmi ;)

Just Me )
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ok, I could find a million reasons to make a biiiiig Mikey Way picspam, first of all 'coz I keep thinking he's the most gorgeous, sexiest, hottest man alive, but to be honest I'm making this post to dedicate it to [personal profile] babyara, just to show her how hot Mikey can be (and to bother her :P:P), and to be sure that in the end she'll have to admit that ;) and to [personal profile] raffie79 'coz it took a while but finally she loves Mikey ALMOST as much as me.
But this post is also dedicated to whoever loves the younger Way and thinks he's amazing and wonderful ;)

So, go ahead, that's the first part of my picspam ;)

187 pictures )

Comments make MikeyWay happy, hotlinking makes him cry :(:(
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Titolo My Essential
Fandom My Chemical Romance
Pairing Brian/Frank
Rating NC17
Beta [personal profile] babyara ♥ Grazie mille per la pazienza, per aver amato questa fic quando io ho deciso di buttarla e per aver spedito il file venti volte prima che Word si decidesse a leggerlo. Questa fic non esisterebbe senza di te ;)
Disclaimer Bugia Bugia Bugia!!
Parole 9.845
Note Questa fic è stata scritta un po' di mesi fa, il che significa che: 1) Non sapevo ancora che Brian non era più 'Brian-manager-salvavita-tuttofare-dei-MCR' [datemi ancora qualche mese e mi riprendo dal trauma, lol] 2) Che ho avuto tanto tempo per decidere che non mi piace e volevo ripudiarla, cancellarla e formattare il computer pur di non lasciarne traccia. Baby me lo ha impedito, quindi eccola ;)

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May. 13th, 2009 08:59 pm
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Lj is dead, twitter is dead...I fear I'll have to do something drastic, something I really didn't expect to do, something that just a few people still remember how to do: get dressed, go out and have an actual social life. Outside! Not in front of a screen!


Yep, I'm bored, yep, I'm going out, yep, I'm writing on a journal no one reads...LOL

April 2016


A little about me:

I love MCR, P!ATD, FOB, CS, Empires, TAI, The Cab and more or less all the possible slash combinations of the musicians in those bands. I'm a TV shows addicted and proud of it, almost as much as I am a Tumblr addicted. I could really spend hours on that site, reblogging or just laughing. I have an insane love for my cat, and an amazing girlfriend. And now if you want to know more look at your right and read my entries, all this is just because I needed to write something in the custom box :P