Fatality is like ghosts in snow

Oh, fuck it! I found these on tumblr, dunno where they're from, dunno when they were taken, and don't even know who to credit (And worship), but sure enough I needed them on my journals! (btw, see, I'm finally posting on DW and only cross posting on lj. I'm proud of myself! Sorry, no cut. Years worth of fanfiction don't want a cut, deal with it.

and today lj doesn't work AGAIN.
It was ok a few hours ago, it was ok yesterday and now it won't load. I'm starting to think I'm really done with them. My paid account will expire soon and I don't think I'll pay for it again, I'm really tired of giving money to someone who doesn't give me what he should.

The Panic! show in London was AMAZING, they were even better than I expected (ok,I try to go to see a band for the first time with low expectations, but they were so good, so much more than I expected *__*). Brendon is just perfect, a great frontman, with so much energy...Ian is born to be on stage and both he and Dallon fit so good with the band I see not a good reason in the whole universe not to make them official. Oh, and Spencer is gorgeous beating the hell off his drums.

It felt strange to hear "Camisado" without Ryan on stage, is the only song I still think shouldn't be played live, but, I know it's probably bad to say this and someone will probably insult me (not that I care..), I didn't miss Ryan or Jon. Yeah, sure, I loved, still love, them as anyone else, I know it was their band and that they were the band, but really, Ian and Dallon managed to fill so good such an hard place that I couldn't miss them. There was so much energy and chemistry on that stage that nothing could ruin it, not even the idea that it wasn't the original band.

And I'm so happy Dallon and Ian were at the M&G! They deserve to be there so much ♥

Did I say that I totally fell for Ian? I swear, he's one of the cutest, most handsome and talented guys I had the luck to see on stage. I mean, you all know I have a soft spot for Spencer, that I think Dallon is hot as hell and I can't look at Brendon without thinking how cute he is, and I knew Ian for a few years now, but when I saw him at the M&G I couldn't take my eyes off him. He's just..magnetic.

Ok, I probably have a lot more things to tell, but right now I can't really think of them, I just want to go back, I want another show and I can't wait for August and to meet them again *.*. I'm so happy and satisfied you have no idea *.*. I loved the MCR show a few months ago, I was waiting for it for YEARS and I was sure nothing could easily top that, but I think P!ATD did, all four of them on that stage...I wasn't so excited for a show for years now *_* Not even the people on stage, not even the setlist..just the show, the energy they put in it and into us.

On a side note: I think the best part of Panic! is Zack. Really, I want him to be the father of my kids or something, lol.

And now...some pics. I took more than 100 pics, some were blurry, some I just didn't like...these are the ones I decided were worth the upload ;) enjoy (don't steal and let me know if you want to repost them somewhere, thank you)

( photos photos photos )

I think I'm done for now, tomorrow I'll re-watch the photos and I'll decide if there are more worth of posting, maybe I'll find some more decent shots of Dallon or Spencer *pouts*

If you pass by, read my journal and feel really bored I think you should join

camelotfans

Just saying O:)

Since I'm so bored have a little picspam...the most random picspam EVER, lol. They're just pics I saved or moved in the past days and I randomly

uploaded...no captions, no comments..just a plain, longish, messy, random picspam.

Almost 200 pics, so not dial up friendly ;) Almost-Worksafe (slash hints and a few male chestes and a lesbian kiss). No Copyright infringement intended, please let me know if some of these pics are yours, I'd love to credit but I used totally random photos from my folders, so ;)



( kittens, puppies and random cuteness )

( Old PATD, new P!ATD, The Young Veins )

( My Chemical Romance )

( Random FBR -FOB,Cobra,TAI,The Cab )

( Men from tv series )

( Even more random - landscapes, food, whatever )

Entertain me?

I just came back from the doc and I could really use some cheering up...

Titolo Scherzi
Pairing Brian/Bob/Frank [Si, è una pwp threesome ;)]
Rating NC17
Warnings Power play, threesome, orgasm control
Summary So di aver esagerato e mi sento anche un po' in colpa, non mi piace quando Mikey viene tirato in mezzo, ma la sola espressione sulla loro faccia mi fa sentire fiero di me stesso. Quello e la voglia di vederli incazzare mi tirano fuori il sorrisino irritante che so di aver stampato in faccia in questo momento
Parole 4.858
Beta babyara, grazie mille tesoro per averla letta, betata e conservata e poi per avermela rispedita minacciandomi ;)
Note Questa fic è stata scritta il 10 agosto 2008, quindi quasi un anno fa, e per tutto il tempo è rimasta sola e abbandonata nel mio hard disk, quasi totalmente dimentica. Non mi piace particolarmente il risultato, soprattutto non leggendola un anno dopo, ma Baby e Raf mi hanno convinto fosse ora di toglierla dalla gabbia del mio computer e quindi...

( So di aver esagerato e mi sento anche un po' in colpa, non mi piace quando Mikey viene tirato in mezzo, ma la sola espressione sulla loro faccia mi fa sentire fiero di me stesso. Quello e la voglia di vederli incazzare mi tirano fuori il sorrisino irritante che so di aver stampato in faccia in questo momento )

Quick post, longer one will come soon (as soon as the other two girls and I will have time to sit down and write a proper report)

.::. Cobra Starship. Yeah, that's just their name and I think that alone should be enough to express how amazing and great and perfect they are. If there's been a show in my life worth a flight, 16 hours of sleep in 5 days, a fever, and hours and hours traveling that's it. The show...well, it's probably the second best show of all my life (and just because the best show ever will always be 30STM @ Brixton Academy ;)). Really short set but so much energy *___*. Gabe is a god, can't deny it and Ryland...Ryland is simply perfect, he should live on that stage, never come down, 'coz to keep the stage for ten minutes, totally alone, just talking? that means be a real showman. So so good!
To meet them was nothing less. Alex is too sweet to be true, lol. He dealed with my english and it's not something easy to do ;) he talked to us and took pics and was generally amazing, Vicky is simply gorgeous. Don't ask me about her, I don't remember, all I remember is I was pratically drooling. Litterary. Nate...Wow...who said he's a cute puppy? he's all but a cute puppy! He's sexy, he's manly and he's tall! LOL. And Ryland is hot. I liked Ryland before, you can't not love Ryland, but let's be honest, physically he isn't exactly hot stuff...well, by person he is!
No, I'm not forgetting Gabe, don't worry ;) That's a story for another post, one that will tell a lot of details with tons of squee, but he's the same I thought he was and at the same time a lot cuter. First night I hated him, really hated him, it was like being in front of Jared Leto with the only difference he's not Jared Leto so I forgive him even less...but the second night, with no groupies and fangirls around and a lot more sober he was a totally different person, gentle and sweet. He talked to us in three different languages, he laughed with us, signed stuff, took pics and kissed us. I really really loved him, more than I though I would have.
Ok, that's all about the show for now, I promise I'll pressure the others (and myself) so we'll have the report ready ASAP...there are a lot of things you really need to know, trust me.

.::. Aww, Baby!Way is born!! :D:D:D:D Yep, I'm a looser enough to be so happy 'coz a musician had his first baby ;) but she's *GERARD WAY*'s first daughter! Now the only question is: does he really hate her? 'coz I'm sure that to name a *girl* 'Bandit Lee' you have to really hate her. It doesn't matter if she's Gerard child, she's not gonna survive school with that name.
Is it bad to say that I want pics? No, better, I want pics of uncle Mikey holding her, then I can die happy *__*

.::. I'm not so much into Kill Hannah lately, but to hear that Jonny is leaving...that hurts! lol. I can't say I didn't expect it, 'coz I know he was going to leave from the moment he decided not to come to Europe, but to see it 'officially' it's a lot worse. Almost as terrible as lilithlotr's video. It made me cry so hard, litterary. To see that farewell on stage, the hug he gave Dan, the way he pointed to Tom like to say 'it's him now, it's no longer me with KH'....yes, I cried, maybe I'm a little too emo these days, but I'm sure it was impossible not to.
BTW, I'm really glad he's happy with his life and project, and that he's ok with the others guys :)

.::. The Cab...WTF???? I really didn't expect for Ian to leave the band, not at all. I mean, he always looked like the one who fitted less, the outcast (and even if it's bad to tell...a lot more good than the cab music), but I didn't expect for him to leave like that anyway. I like him and I'll keep liking him whatever he'll do. What I didn't like too much has been his myspace post. Singer and Cash were nothing but really sweet with him, with the posts they made to announce he's leaving, Ian, instead, didn't spend a good word on his former bandmates and he even underlined that things aren't exactly like Alex said, that he doesn't have a problem with radio music but just with their music. I guess he didn't write it in a bad way but I didn't like it anyway. Hope they're still friends and ok with each other though ;)

Titolo Just me

Pairing Brian/Mikey (MCR)

Rating R per i temi, niente sesso.

Summary “Credo che tra noi sia finita” la voce uscì sicura, più ferma di quanto immaginasse. Mikey lo fissò ancora un momento prima di spostare lo sguardo.

Word count 1607

Disclaimer Nulla di tutto ciò è accaduto. Non so nulla delle cause che hanno portato Brian e i MCR a prendere strade diverse e nessuna delle cause di cui parlo qui, che hanno portato il cambiamento di Mikey (da adorabile piccolo Mikey da coccolare a vampiro sexy da farsi contro un muro) è vera. è tutta finzione, dalla prima all'ultima parola ;)

Note L'altra notte soffrivo d'insonnia e il mio morale era sotto le scarpe. Accanto a me c'era un blocknotes bianco: questo è il risultato.
Non c'è happy ending e probabilmente non ce ne sarà mai uno, non penso possa esserci. E' un pezzo triste e scritto per esserlo. Non è neppure stato betato, non mi andava di chiedere a qualcuno di farlo, ma l'ho rivisto copiandolo e se ci sono errori di cui non mi sono accorta sono certa potrete perdonarmi ;)

( Just Me )

Titolo My Essential
Fandom My Chemical Romance
Pairing Brian/Frank
Rating NC17
Beta babyara ♥ Grazie mille per la pazienza, per aver amato questa fic quando io ho deciso di buttarla e per aver spedito il file venti volte prima che Word si decidesse a leggerlo. Questa fic non esisterebbe senza di te ;)
Disclaimer Bugia Bugia Bugia!!
Parole 9.845
Note Questa fic è stata scritta un po' di mesi fa, il che significa che: 1) Non sapevo ancora che Brian non era più 'Brian-manager-salvavita-tuttofare-dei-MCR' [datemi ancora qualche mese e mi riprendo dal trauma, lol] 2) Che ho avuto tanto tempo per decidere che non mi piace e volevo ripudiarla, cancellarla e formattare il computer pur di non lasciarne traccia. Baby me lo ha impedito, quindi eccola ;)

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